craps

recently,ive been asking myself frequently the real meaning of bestfriend.but i failed to come to conclusion as 'best friend' is in a wide scope and it is hard to narrow it down.from my interpretation,a best friend is the one whom you can act like yourself,the one you can talk to about anything and whatnots.but,do we need to always keep in touch with our best friends?there are people who keep in touch with their best friends everyday,updating each other with the current issues happening around them.but,is that necessary?do u guys think that we need to always keep in touch with our best friend?.i havent seen one of my best friend for quite a long time now and i havent contacted her for quite some time too because she's having her exams around the corner.due to this,she thinks that there is a huge gap between us just because we havent keep in touch with each other.she faces quite a lot of problem lately,and she didnt want to tell me because she said that i'm no longer the one she can turn to when she's facing a problem.i'm kinda of pissed off with her.come on.u are studying abroad,u often brag about how wonderful your friends are and how i dont have to worry about u because there are people who care about you.i believed ur story.but the truth is,she lied to me.she is sooooo homesick right now to the point she has been wanting to come back to malaysia to pursue her studies.gw nggak tau deh ttg ini as she has been telling me that she is doing just fine even though ive been asking her if she is really fine over there because i could sense a bit of insecurity and homsickness from her.

the question is,would u lie to someone that u consider as a good friend and companion to make the person notice how you are emotionally unstable in the way that u dont have to mention it?come on!i would just tell the ppl how i feel to avoid misunderstanding.come babe!this is sooooooooo childish.and i know u are reading this,get back to reality,will u?to tell u the truth,i kinda hate it a person tells a thing but means another.why cant ppl just be true to their hearts

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